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Well you know those times when you feel like there's a sign there on your back that says I don't mind if you kick me, seems like everybody has? Things go from bad to worse, you think it can't get worse than that, and then they do? You step off the straight and narrow and you don't know where you are, used the needle of your compass, to sew up your broken heart! Ask directions from a genie in a bottle of jim beam, and she lies to you! That's when you learn the truth; If you're goin' through hell keep on going!
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012 [12 14 11]
[Hexed private to Harry]

I hate to ask this of you.. but have you seen her lately? I dreamed about her last night and just need to know she's still alive and well.

[/hex]

[Order of the Phoenix]

The wedding was wonderful and I especially enjoyed the lantern lighting ceremony. It was very thoughtful and touching. I can say for myself that I certainly felt a part of it all and it was so good to see so many people and friends together sharing in our enjoyment and celebration for Ron and Hermione. I've said it before but I wish the two of you every happiness you can find in these times.

As a general question, how is everyone doing? Is there anything I can do for any of you?

011 [10 05 11]
[Hexed private to self]

This can't be happening. We can't lose people like this. There are so few of us compared to them already that we just can't afford to lose anyone else. Especially those who are capable of fighting. This is bullshit!

[/private]

[Private to Tonks]

I know you aren't gone, Dora. I would know if you were... Maybe I've just finally cracked. I swear I would know if you had left me. I won't give up on you. I will look for you until the end of my weary life. I can't even think of anything else but you. All my efforts now are for you and no one else. I think I've lost my compassion and... well I just don't care.

[/private]

[Hexed private to the Order of the Phoenix]

For those of you who haven't heard. The Ministry has taken Dean Thomas during our recent sting operation. Those who were there have said that it seemed as if the Ministry were attempting to get close enough to grab them and apparate away, as they did with Mr. Thomas. They are capturing us alive and clearly plan on using prisoners against us. This possibility has already been discussed previously but not we are more certain of it.

We can't stop what we're doing but we have to make sure to keep those bastards at bay. We can't afford to lose anyone else so guard yourself as much as you guard anyone of us. Returning to camp is of the utmost importance now. Missions are still important but if there is too much risk of losing more people we have to pull out. Don't be idiots.

We've informed Dean's parents and family. If you see them, please give comfort.

010 [07 30 11]
[Hexed carefully to members of the Order of the Phoenix]

We've gotten news that there may be a group of refugees in the Northern Cambrian mountains. They're said to have build a make shift camp and have been barely scraping by with any food they find around them. There are children among them and I believe they may need help enough to bring them in to one of our camps. I am asking for a group of volunteers to go through Northern Cambrian in search for them and, if found, to discover the direness of their situation. Though this news was brought to us through a reliable source we cannot be entirely sure these people are of the ally material so caution will be extremely important while searching and after having found them.

Interview them, gather all details of their means of survival that you can, and return prepared to give your report before we bring them to one of our locations. We must be sure they have no intentions of returning to the controlled communities and that we can trust them to not turn in the location of the place we bring them to. You'll have to bring supplies enough for yourselves and to give them before you return to report on your findings. Leaving them with food, clothing, and blankets should be enough, even if we don't return to them.

[06 27 11]
TWO YEARS LATER...
Kielder Forest Renegade Camp
Northern England
2006

009 [04 13 11]
What is the best way to get a song from being stuck in your head? I don't even know the words or the name of this song, but it was stuck in my head yesterday and this morning it was back.

On top of that, I have a major toothache. I normally don't complain much but the combination of the two are starting to drive me mad.

008 [02 08 11]
[Hexed to Tonks]

We better get a final decision on asking anyone to come; other than your parents of course. By now people may not be able to get the scheduled day but it might still be possible for others. It's up to you, if you want anyone else there then I'm perfectly fine with it. I don't want you to regret anything about our wedding day.

007 [01 28 11]
[Hexed to Harry and Ron]

Parvati Patil has expressed an interest in joining the Order and sited to two of you as possible references on her character and our ability to trust her. What can you tell me about her?

[/hex]

006 [01 11 11]
[Private to Ginny/Seamus/Cliff]

I know you all might be tired of hearing this and I've already said this to two of you before, but thank you. I wasn't well enough to help during the hardest part and I'm grateful that I wasn't needed. So well done. I still believe Harry to be the key in all of this and beside that, it would have been personally tragic to lose him.

[/private]

[Private to Sturgis/Tonks/Arthur]

Cliff Warrington, Head Healer at St. Mungo's wishes to join the Order. I should be talking with him soon. He claims to be a vampire and has helped the Death Eaters by healing them in the past. I'll let you know what I learn.

[/private]

[Private to Sturgis]

I'd like to ask for some of your time. It shouldn't take long, I can imagine. Tonks and I would like you to marry us.

[/private]

[Private to Parvati Patil]

I heard you needed to speak with someone from the Order. What can I help you with.

[/private]

I hope we are all finding ways to stay strong and be safe. The Ministry pamphlets they released and continue to make available for us are useful and the defensive spells in there may seem basic from our Hogwarts days, but let's all admit that most of us haven't had the time or the occasion to put them to good use, so we're a little rusty. I strongly suggest that we all take them seriously.

005 [11 29 10]
[Hexed heavily to Order] )


[Hexed to Harry] )


[Hexed to Bill] )


As ever, the full moon has made me physically exhausted but mentally running a marathon in attempts to keep myself from boredom or self destructive thoughts. I've pondered a few things over this past week and have to ask; what would we all do if we had no legs and arms. The idea of looking like a grub for the rest of my life was at first rather hilarious until I started dreaming about it.

004 [10 29 10]
[Private to Order]

Please be careful and alert this weekend, it is very likely we will need you to be 'on call'. We've been tipped to a possible attack in London on Halloween night. There is not enough information to fully prepare for anything that might happen and far too much ground to have under guard.

[/Private]

003 [09 06 10]
[Hexed private]

Four days until the moon is full again. It feels like this just happened. It always feels like that, though I try not to let my life revolve around it. Something that most people don't take notice of or take for granted and it controls me, leaving my helpless until dawn. I've often told myself that I've been able to keep that part of me separate from my attempts to live some semblance of a normal life, but I always know that isn't true. This disease has been my life since I was a boy and even still I can't shake the lurking tendrils of the wolf from my mind. With the full moon looming on my horizon, its claws sink deep in me, slowly gaining the upper hand like a snake strangling its prey. If anything, I've learned by now not to fight it. I save my strength for the recovery afterward, because I always need it.

[/hex]

[Private to Order]

Thank you all for your tireless efforts and your willingness to let me ask things of you. I will soon be unavailable, but only for a few days, so please disregard my absence. Both physical and mental.

[/private]

Recently been reading different Greek works, muggle mostly, and have come to rediscover my enjoyment for them.

002 [08 03 10]
[Heavily hexed to the Order of the Phoenix]

There are not enough of us to have eyes and ears everywhere that we would like to have them. We are not sitting on our hands and waiting, as you should know. Frankly, there isn't much that we can do right now that will likely lead us to any direct action. There is one thing that we can all do though and that is keeping it up. We keep our eyes and ears open to any and all possibilities. Don't doubt your guts or instincts but don't do anything rash or reckless either. Bring information or ideas to us and we can put our minds together. While we all know the risks and dangers that come with the position we are in, don't waste your life doing something when you need to make sure there is someone to watch your back.

This being said, we need more members. We need people who will take this dire situation seriously and contribute to helping end this. We need people who will or can be taught to hold their own when it comes down to battling the Dark Arts. Please consider those around you and find out their capabilities before approaching us about their becoming members.

[Hexed to Hermione Granger] )

[Hexed to Lee Jordan] )

[Hexed to Fleur Delacour-Weasley] )

[Hexed to Ginny Weasley] )

[Hexed to Oliver Wood, Alicia Spinnet, and Angelina Johnson] )

[Hexed to Viktor Krum] )

[Hexed to Severus Snape] )

001 [07 24 10]
[Heavily privated to Tonk and Sturgis]

If it isn't already being looked into, is there any possibility to find a way to locate a person when they write on one of these journals? You know I hate to add onto what can already be a considerable workload, but it might be something that would greatly help us.

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[Heavily privated to Order Members]

Please continue to listen for anything from anyone that could help us. Keep your eyes and ears open. Already things are different this time around, as the Ministry has nearly been wiped out. With their resources and manpower likely cut in half, if not more, then this war just might lay heavily on our shoulders. It is our side that is at a great disadvantage here and I feel it may well come down to guerrilla type warfare if we can not act fast enough.

I care for you all and believe in you. We will not and cannot lay down without a fight. The Dark Lord sees his victory at hand, as do his followers, so they will likely soon become more bold and dangerous because of it. Although, laying aside their caution will leave them vulnerable and we all need to be prepared to strike whenever and however we can.

Be careful with yourselves, even very public places are not safe.

[/hex]

Rotten weather. A bit of sunlight would be a blessing.

[12 07 07]
I found you find strength in your moments of weakness. )

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